Birthday Blues

Today is my birthday.

It’s also turning out to be one of the worst days of my life. I’m not going to go into details but I’m so stressed right now.

I just want to die.

And yet I’m going to have to fake being happy and sociable and by god I will. Years of practice.

43 years in fact.

Life goes on. The world keeps turning. I’ll go on.

Because I must.


  1. Oh, I’m so sorry you’re struggling so much. I understand all about the need to fake being happy. I don’t know what’s going on, but in any case I hope you will actually be feeling a bit better soon.


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